Thursday, August 5, 2010
days full of misery . ):

erm , i guess we are damn far apart now huh ? D: i am sad , yes , very sad .
i hope you could speak up , tell me whats on yr mind all this while .
sometimes i just wish i could just talk to you , but , i know , i dont have the courage . dont ask me why , i dont even know why . when i looked at you , i'm happy if i see you happy , but i'm sad cos i know that smile , is not fr me anymore . :')
its okaaay . i understand . maybe i change , like you say . & maybe i have to agree , but my love fr you as my bestf HAS NEVER EVER CHANGE . but , i know , once two bestfs fought , they can never get back like how they used to be . its okaay , its fate . i accecpt it wv full courage .
i miss those times that we used to talk things that is weird & silly . i miss you saying , too much of final destination! hehh ~ yeaa, those moments are still stucked in my head . i hope you still remember our awwsome times together , just the two of us . :')
remember we used to lepak together , alone , pat pondok ? haha , we can survive kan kan kan ?
yeaaa , then those times we lepak pat carpark wv nunu skali ? yea babe . i do remember everything , and everytime i think of those memories , tears started to roll down .
but i have to stay strong kaan? :/ this post is to tell you HOW MUCH I MISS YOU .
& i know , we can never get back like how we used to be , but lets try to talk abit .
i dont want us to be strangers. ):
thats all , and i love you , bestfriend . :')